My father who sees in secret will reward me openly.
I am not too brave enough to get things done without getting frustrated. However, it’s not going to be something that I hold on every time in my life. Two weeks ago, I was so anxious about my practicum class. I didn’t know how to do a lesson plan and what I should do in class. I always pray for God to make everything run smoothly. But things didn’t go well like what I thought during the first week. One week before my practicum started, I met a problem. I lost my documents and my laptop that I really needed to make things complete. My brother he took it to the pawn shop. At that time, I was really angry and upset. Later on, I can my focused back. I didn’t think about the problem that I couldn’t solve. I just depend on my father to bring my brother back home so I could get my laptop back. Before my practicum two days, God brought him and my laptop back. (Thanks you for hearing my praying Jesus Christ. Thanks you God.) I spent two nigths working on my lesson plan, and my teaching went smoothly even there were some point I missed. But that’s OK God is with me. And I did my best already. One more thing I gonna tell you is that, whenever I meet a problem and I don’t know what’s going to be next, I go to my room or the silent place and I shut the door, pray to the Father who is in the secret place, and he who sees in secret will reward me openly. I prayed for God to make my students who are passive learners try to talk, answer my questions and involved in my teaching. On the second day of my practicum, students are so active and speak alot. It’s so amazing that a night can change them. And we have fun learning together for now and later on.
I have listened to Louie Giglio about satisfaction and the glory of God. I heard about the new international standards version NIV 26: 8, I wonder what is it. I thought it was something relate to mathematics which 26 divide by 8. I had no idea about this verse come from. I thought maby I don’t know how to find it or my bible don’t have that verse. And today again, I had listened to that one more time and I want to know what is the connection between NIV to the bible. For this reason, I typed NIV, and it surprised me that this is bible for international learners. And I typed again with 26:8, surprisingly, it appears with what Louie Giglio said:
“Yes, Lord, walking in the way of Your Truth, we wait eagerly for You, for Your name and Your renown are the desire of our souls. Isaiah 26:8”
I was very happy that I could fine this verse which I love it so much. I would like to walk in the way of light, in the way of his truth, I wait eagerly for him, for his name and his renown is the desire of my souls.
I want to memorize this verse 26: 8 and say it with my emotion and feeling. I want him to know my heart and my soul are touched with him in every breath I take and every second my heart beat. The brain that I have, the ability that I can do, the food that I cook deliciously are from him, I’m his creation, oh my Lord, Jesus Christ.
Today 5 October, I found my favorite verse from Louie Giglio. Thanks God for guiding me and reply me with this amazing staff everyday I think of you.
I’m Minear, a 22 years old girl. You will laugh while reading this. How can I call myself a girl since my age is 22 right now? However, this is just what I feel about how God created me and make me feel I’m always young.
Today, I start writing on my blog with the strong inspiration from God, Jesus Christ. The story begins like this:
I work for my mom at clothing stall at the nearby market from I live. I was so weary and confused with a little jealousy with a seller neighbor. Everyone there was busy with serving the customers. They seem to be lucky every day except me. I asked myself “what have you done wrong Minear? What do you lack of? Why did people around you are better than you?” The feeling of jealousy starts to growth in my heart and mind. Immediately, I got a wake-up call from Jesus and told me that “Hey, Minear. You are working hard for your family and earning your degree. You will get it soon. You know English and you are surrounded by many good people who serve me. You are blessed from me and you are prayed from my people as well. I’ll bless you in my name Jesus Christ, as your heart is touching me. You are blessed because my servant asking me to blessed you in my name. You don’t have to be worry and jealous with those people around you. You are pretty and smart as I’m the one who created you. Believe in me Jesus Christ!!!” Amen.
When all those words came to my mind, I knew that Satan was trying to walk me away from God. There was God who hold me and got me back on his way. My mind was changing and accept and happy with what I have. I have nothing to be doubt with since I’m with God. One thing that cherishes me the most is I don’t have money like them, but I have God’s word in my heart and my soul. I will be full and always fine with his present in my heart.
This blog will share you about the life of the new born God’s girl. I love you Jesus!!!