I can survive until today because of u ….
Three years ago, on 9th December, I made a sinful mistake that make me feel a shame looking back to the past. Everything of mine is belong to God, I should not killed myself since this is not my life and my life is the gift from God. How stupid did I deny his gift.
From today, no matter what happen I will walk in your way because you are the way of life and your gift is the life of eternity. I admit I got less love from family and friends. That’s why I tried to commit suicide three years ago.
I thought that my absent would make mom love me and made her realised her mistake that she didn’t care of me. Fortunately, I was survived. I got all my family attention. They took care of me, understand me and loved me. This didn’t last long, a month later, mom became like before. She paid less attention to me due to she knew that I was ok. Actually, I was not OK. No matters what happened or how weak I was, I never told this to anyone. I couldn’t count how many nights i cried and a fell asleep. How many nights i cried walking in the raining.
Today i realised that God prepared this for me. If I died on that day, I would not meet Georgia and Hannah and I would not know Jesus too. It’s already 4 months that I know Jesus. I have studied the foundation book of the Bible in khmer for 5 lessons and I unintentionally quited it. I know that I’m not a good Christian since I’m not going to church and not learning the scripture. However, one thing I know is that I need him and I accept his as my Savior. He is the one and only that I called and think of whenever I’m in trouble. And he is the only one that I thank for every single day😊.
Love in the world changes but the love from God never changes. He will never ever leave us alone. That’s why he is the only one I can depend and trust on.
A new born God’s girl !!!
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