To The Man in My Heart

To celebrate Father’s Day, I am deeply thank for our heavenly father who gave each of us the great gift, someone, whom we called Dad. I, as all sons and daughters, would like to say, We Love You Abba-Our Father God & We Love You Dad-Our Earthly Father. We Thank You for Everything.

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The sound of tic tic comes from an angle of the room, someone is doing something with a light from a computer screen. It’s a lunch break when everyone is resting and enjoying meal with friends. There is a woman who is so excited for a day to come in the mid of June. She cannot wait to see of how the world full of love in this celebration. I cannot find a word to describe of her feeling right now, what I know is her happiness coming from the  thankful heart and praising the one who created the world and every thing in it.

To the Man In My Heart, is another hearty writing to express my love and gratitude for the man who are meant to be in my life. I cannot start saying thank to another man except Thank to God who is the creator. He is the first person who let me know what is Love.

Image result for verse for father's day“Father, as we give thank to you everyday, I would like to thank again today as you bless me with the love and wisdom through this post. Lord, Thank You for allowing me to experience the love from my earthly father and driving another man come into my life as a guidance and supporter. I know that his children are being blessed to have them as their father as well. Lord, I am asking you to continue blessing them and touch their heart to seek you for those who haven’t known you yet. Father, open their heart and mind to see and hear your voice and accept you as their personal Lord and Savior. My prayer is that I can see those people I love in your Kingdom together with me. Lord, I lift up all my prayers and everything to you. In the name of Jesus I pray. Amen!”

your-father-gives-you-many-things-in-a-lifetimeI hope you know how much I love you PaPa. For 12 years that I was with you, those all are the greatest memories of daddy and me. I cannot say thank you enough for modeling the love and how to give up your happiness to put smile on other’s face. Thank you for keeping the good picture of you until the last day of yours. I am now understand why you did not allowed me to see you at the hospital is because you do not want me destroy the good memory of mine. Pa, I love you…I hope I can see and hug you again in heaven.

Image result for what god says about past mistakesBeside from My biological father, I would like to say Thank You for my uncles, Sour Neang. First year after my dad died, he is the one who came to complete this space. I love and respect you. I understand there are a lots of thing that happened which misunderstanding. One thing that I want to say is I Love you. You are the man in my heart. Your mistake cannot erase the goodness you ever did.

Another uncle of mine, Theara, what I have today is a part of him. Uncle, I would like to say Thank You for taking care of me and my family. No matter when or where, it was in the noon or night, hot or rain you are there for me to make sure I am safe and learn well. There was a time that you ride a motor just to caught the bus which was far in front so that I could go for a field visit (I am sorry, I got up late). You did a great job! I love You.

There is an outsider who came into my life just not long ago, I was so blessed for the time we spent together. He made me feel Love as a family again for being away without dad for many years. I just want to say Thank to him for all what he’s done. By what you do to your children, me, and others, I know you are a good father. We Love You!(Mr. Khoeum HAY)

Psalms 103 “As a father shows compassion to his children, so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him.”

static1.squarespace.comThe Last but not Least, My spiritual dad, He is the great gift for me from Jesus. I am so blessed and thankful that God let him and his wife be a part of my life. Thank  you for bringing me to Jesus, teaching me to fear the lord, to walk with him, to live in his word, and to love him. Thank you for being there when I am weak physically and spiritually. You are the blessing to us. I have never forget that it comes by the Grace of God. “Dads, be the kind of fathers your children delight to fear. You are God to them until they know better.” says Pastor John from Desiring God. Kelly, you are this kind of Dad! We Love You!

Happy Father’s Day! To Dads all around the world. Thank You for all things you have done to us and your love for us. We honor you! Exodus 20:12 “Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you. To close this with a prayer that you will be enjoy with your family during this special day. May God continues bless you with all of your work for him.

With God’s Love,

Minear

For All the Precious Woman Out there

“Beauty and Goodness do not define by your appearances. Stand up and use your differences shines through you!”

Image result for god created a world of diversity not to separate usI am writing this piece of article as an encouragement to my self of who I am. Also, I would like to dedicate this to all the beautiful daughter of CHRIST who have been through all kinds of negative impact by this world. I had had introduce the fear that I have within myself by a post “It’s OK not to be OK” last year when I first realized and would be able to see my natural beauty made my God. I have learnt there’s nothing wrong just to be different from others. Everyone on this earth had nothing in common in each other or share the same genetic. We are one of a kind designed by the creator of this universe.

I am struggle dealing with worthiness of life. My body image becomes one of the weakness I have encountered. I am afraid that my size would be the barrier of any kinds of communication and misunderstanding. I am worried that I won’t be accepted by the majority because I have different kinds of taste of food, habit and lifestyles. I have got to go by own way of interests. As pretending to be someone else, it doesn’t last long. There is a time that you will show the true you. Therefore, I am not in the comfort zone of copying other.

It happened last week when I had to smile and accepted all kinds of word teasing me that I am A Fat Girl. When I reached my hand to get the food, they cut by saying you could not eat because you are fat. When I went to bed early, they said no wonder  I am Fat because I slept a lot. When I ate sweet, they said fat people always love sweet things. There is no way that you can lose even a pound. I would like to ask you what do you feel if people at the dining table saying that you are fat and you should not eat? I was deeply thank that they care about me and my size.

However, what kind of characteristic are these? Are these the model to help girl grow independent and love themselves as who they are? Are teasing the good ways to help people lose weight? Are theses voice rebuking you as a person who is unique and loved by God? I wonder how do they see fat people? What do their heart say about being fat and being judge? What’s the definition of beautiful girl? How do they find beauty in themselves? by heart  or body?

I am confront to believe my family when people say I am beautiful when other say I am not. I started to be shaken by the voices of insecurities and felt like I am like the Clown Fish which everyone laugh at you even you are not funny (Just because I am a clown fish). Please stop judging woman by their look.

“Beauty and Goodness do not define by your appearances. Stand up and use your differences shines through you!”

Dear women,

Let’s believe of God says who you are. Whatever people says about you is not true. God says you are beautiful (Psalm 45:11) and unique (Psalm 139:13) so stop afraid of being who you are. You are loved (Jer.31:13) and Special (Eph:2:10) because you are created with purpose (Jer.29:11). You are lovely (Dan.12:3) and cared for (Eph:3:17, 18, 18). You are precious because you are his masterpiece (1-Cor.6:20). You are strong (Ps.18:35) and important to him (1-Pet2:9). You are forgiven (Ps103:12) so do not live in your past and sin. You are a new creation (2-Cor.5:17) because you are born again by the grace of God. You are his children so you are protected (Ps.121:3) and chosen as his family (Eph.2:19). You are empowered (Phil.4:13)and you are his(Is43:1).

With God’s Love,

Minear

 

Am I A Good Friend?

John 13: 34-35

“A new command and I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another”

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There are times when I think in a very positive way. The way I think make people think that i don’t have much love. I want to share with you that this thought happen because I trust the Lord. I have plan for you, Plan to prosper and not to harm you. For this reason, faith is in my self. If there are things which happen differently form what I have expected, it doesn’t mean it is bad. There are hopes in front of us. However, Let me give you my personal experience. I felt bad about myself when someone said to me  I don’t have enough love for my friend. When the very serious commandment is to love our neighbor  more than our self. I started to think that I am not a good friend to her. It is a reminder to my self to feel pity of other when they are pity and to rejoice with them when they are rejoice.I sense that God told me through other person to remind myself to think of other like I think of myself, to love other like I love myself, to pray for other like I pray for myself. I know that I am so worried about “ME” without thinking of other.

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I was guilty of myself for not loving my friend enough as I should. By this post, This is also a confession to her that I did not mean her presence will make me uncomfortable. I will be blessed for her to work in the same place with me if it is the will of God. As I had share with you, that my new job comes from God’s Called. I cannot do anything if it’s not God’s plan. At that time, I cried and then I woke up thinking of his word “You are not a good friend.” I prayed and asked God for his forgiveness. I prayed that God will pour his grace all over me to make me feel love and not being judged. Every time that I do something wrong or said something that would hurt another, guilty is standing in front of me.

Therefore, we are not mean to live under guilt and our sin, please tell ourselves of who we are. Last Sunday, My pastor preach about law and grace. We can not be righteous just to walk by the law but Grace alone that clean us and bring us upright before God. And that when we born again and have a relationship with God the father by the Son Jesus Christ. This help me dealing with my guilt. I cannot put myself in this guilty box. Not only talk about this case happened to me, but through my word, mind, and deed; I cannot count my sin against God. If I really care about breaking this law of loving one another, how about other commands? Only one way to live spiritually peace is to rest in God’s Grace. Go before God and Repent. Seek for his kingdom and ask him to give you the ability to love like Christ and to live like Christ.

With God’s Love

Minear